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Thursday, December 07, 2006
whooo.. its was v.tired for the past few days..
was wrking again at gift a name= =
temp for dis coming xmas festival..
i use to love xmas.. bt i guess i hated all the seasons in 2006..
i hate the days i had in 2006...
i gotta act like SO cheerful towards all customers..
serve em like an angel.. with all the fake words and smiles..
i dont feel as happy.. all i feel is tired..
slogging myself for money..
how pathetic it can be..
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
I wanted to blog last few days agao~ but blogger is always hanging = =.
Yes, i finally gotta my 7390~
its damn beautiful for the pink and white
and damn cool for the bronze and black~
i gotta the pink with white.. which i wanted it long ago.. finally launch~
it was my first time so harsh on buying something..(isnt?) coz for the past me, i might consider for a few months den buy...
but dis time i bought it without too much tinking = =.. and i feel the guilt more den i expected to feel.. coz my mum paided dis for me.. i told myself to pay her back if possible after i work in dec.. feelin quite stress recently.. the stress come from my frens.. i might not be up to the standard so i suggested to swap place with em.. as they are more thoughtful and ambitious towards dis whole ting..
A alr get the proposal done~ all i need is to form em into proper sentences tat make senses;whereby B is always asking me for more details on wad i did.. somehow i tink i shld step down and let my hands off.. its was stressful enough for me and i cant even reject~
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Can Love and friendship both survive at the same time?
the ans is : NO!
Can my fren get along with my guy?
the ans is : Dont Try! u never know wad ur fren or ur guy is tinking abt!
It was obvious enough when a ger gets into a relationship, she tends to forget about her frens n family.. not 100% but at least 80%. When u ask her out, she might have tons of excuses to keep herself free in order to accompany her guy ; as well as preventing any quarrels~ you wont feel lonely as he's there to accompany u all day long.. you dont need frens..
all u need is him~ for now i rejected dis kind of feeling as i realised i had too little frens.. i tend to stop myself from falling in love or anything to do with tat.. i tot my heart is alr as calm as water.. but whenever we tok abt him.. i still feel the heartbeats~ its been yrs~i did not tok to him , i did nt see him, i did nt even had anynews abt him.. but y i still feel so.. i reali dont know.....
P.S: all the words above are my experiences~if its the same as u, i not saying about u ~ its all so coincidental... orelse u feel guilt for neglecting ur fren juz like me in the past~
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