Is My life ColoureD?

Thursday, September 28, 2006

The Dj With Us~

I never make up =x

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Went to see eG on tues~

3ppl.. abit weird~

Ivy was in the craze of Ahdi.. hmmm= =

my eyes still onli on shuwei~ahaha...

nth to blog abt... will post others pics when i feel to do so..

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

its was a v.moody day for me today..

wake up in the morning go see doc..

aft tat come back n slp again~

suppose to mit robbin at 3plus~

but couldnt wake up...wake up at 5plus..

feeling so sad n so uneasy~

cook maggie mee..

its been quite sometime i ate maggie mee

and stay at home..

last since i come back from taiwan..

i was nv at home~...

i juz cant let this kind of feeling stop..

i told myself i muz look forward to every tomorrow..

but i cant even bring myself ahead..

all i'm doing is .. i make myself tinkin of the past..

feel the past and dare not to step forward..

tat v.coward of me~

i feel like a clown when i'm outside..

tat partly y i wana stay at home..

coz i can show the inner me..

everyone muz be wondering wats happening to me?

NOTHING.. juz feel like crying and stay at home...

mayb if i shut my hp off.. u all can no nid worri..

i'm at home =)

Yy ask me if i wana see xin li yi sheng... =x

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Today have Fei Fei & Tank @ Kang Xi Lai Le..

Topic is abt Top5 Heartbroken love story..

Tank get first..(his story is reali damn sad)

Drop my tears again....................

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

blogging again~

while tv showing full housE~

i cleaning my room once again~

seldom ppl noe tat i do tat whenever i feel uncomfortable or sad or moody..

my room is v.untidy and packed with alot of things

dusty.. make me sneezing like hell~

den watchin full house~ cry~

make me look so ugli i guesS~

i total packed 4-5bags of unwanted things~

oways think i might felt much better aft throwing things away~

i tink i'm running away from the facts~

feel like quarrentine myself..

ppl might do smething else to run away fro facts and etc..

i make use of watching serials to make myself cry~

coz i find out tat the way for me to drop my tears with a valid reasons..

if not i scare my mum will ask alot~

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today we went to the dj course...

the dj is v.shuai~ his voice v.nice~ his skills~ awesome~

but if u nv pay 100% attention to the translator~

u wun understand tat english = =

haha~ anytthing i'll add on ltr.. going downstair to pei alvin~

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The four mains from the serial~

The 2 very main in the show~ cutes

Arghs~!!! simply love his smile ^^

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Actuali wana blog tgt wan~

but den dun seem sucessful~so do another post lor~

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6:20 AM
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Here to blog~~5.53am!!!

i finish watchin Gong-Ye Man Wang Fei..

Thruhalf, yy called~ i was crying like hell~

haha..eyes as swollen as the lead..

Normally, sure is happy ending wan~

actuali amoz all serials are having the same ending~

Ji Hoon is v.cute in the Special~ he onli look stern n cool okay~ like-d him more n more~ the NGs of his~ stop my tears~ v.funnni v.patterns~

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Saturday : Mabel's Bday Gathering..=)

Its FUNNNN....

We mit up first in the train den mit ivy @ orchard..

den we wana go fareast walk shop walk shop...

we saw YY and her sisters~ so Qiao aR~.. haha..

den aft tat we went to shop lor~...

Den we went to mit maggie and had our dinner at pepper lunch~ bcoz we went to toilet ( abit long)

den our food was alr cooked by the servers there..haha

Yummy~ we shall go eat at hg mall again ok!!!!

aft tat we went chinatown~ coz fireworks.. duno who say is bian pao~ make me so excited at first...

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Recently..damn lost again~

no work.. no nthing..

Everything is like a dream~

the dream of being someone..

someone-else perhaps..

and i track back my older blog~

i saw the past me~

i told yy~ hw i wish i can go back to the past..

and i found out there's no improvement of laughter at all...

WHO coloured my life @
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Here to blog again ^^

Hmmm~ a short break from

Gong-Wo de ye man wang fei

Its v. nice~ cry as usual~

Hmm~actuali nv watch so fast de~

at first abt boring~ but til now i watch 21esp..

within 3days~ hope i can finish the show asap~

i still gt alot of shows waiting leh~ hahaha...

BBT lastest is Monkey is leaving BBT coz he gg japan to study~ He's one of the few i like~ cant see him anymore abit sianz =(

Shall Continue my show? tmr gt trainning~

my planns was actuali dun slp~ watch den go dance

but it was like i nv slp well last nite too..

slept at 5am~ wake up at 8+~coz Rob Called~

den watch show~ go out with my parents~

den i bought-ed a pair of shoes which i oways wan when i was still working at tampines mall ^^

so happy~ den v.tired~ i fall aslp in the bus~ its quite crowded coz 6plus tat time~den i tink i noe how ugli i look when i was falling aslp~ hahaha.. wonder when anyone will love a ugli n fat ger like me~ not gentle not cute not thoughtful enough=(

abit siao le~ everytime aft watchin serials~ my lao mao bing come again~ wan to say abt myself...

wana SHOUT out : I DUN LIKE MYSELF!!!

how m i gg to love anyone with dis? =X

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3:00 AM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Here to blog aft watching Wei Xiao Pasta 10..

Argh~I jus told Ivy actuali Rita is okay in the show~

she began to chu pattern liao le~ At first say wan to patch back with ah zhe~ den becoz ah zhe rejected~

she become sad and kena find troubles by wei zai( by Darren) den he qun protected her and send her to hospital~ DEN HOR!!! She actuali say : if there's no Cheng Xiao Shi.. they can actuali go back to their past~

she's reali no prawn, ikan bills also nice~ WTF

Actuali all is are yu gao for Pasta11

Its getting more n more sad~ i cried more n more~

Sad for Xiao Shi and Happy for her~All the tears i used up for this show~ ALOT! reali like ZDL~ hope he wun ans RITA a YES~ but i saw xiao shi crying leh~

reali wan to watch pasta 11 lars~

Recently also into BBT(BangBangTang)

Alot of yandaos~ Cool Cute all have~ haha

no chance to know them lehs~

I saw Ruby pic with one of my fav~ so !@#$%^&

ROARRR~ hahaha...

Shall Slp~ 5.03AM ^^

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Friday, September 15, 2006

back to blog again~

-10/09/06-

KENNETH birthday~

ant get to celebrate with him~

but getted a bday gift for him~

and the bad news is~

yuanqi concert is postponed~

tat F***ing ANNIE MUSIC SCHOOL~

no use dun help ppl do concert~~

dun have the bugets to ask big shots come~

also no nid to hurt small kas heart ~arghs~

-12/09/06-

is guan ding bday~~

onli at msn pin him tat 4 words onli~

monday is maybel bday~

recently alot ppl bdays hors~ haha~

or wan say i gt alot of frens? aha ~

i miss him~

i dont miss him~

i miss him ~

i dont miss him~

I MISS HIM!

abit crazi le~

i miss all the time tat i spended tgt with him~

-14/09/06-

i went to the music sch of yy (last time?) to see

MR Q n Wan Mei perform..(i dont know their names)

but both are gers alrite~

wonder how come i will go see gers~

hmmm~commentted AVERAGE for em lor (being kind)

they might get a FAIR if they improve on their..

So call make up,

So call Attire = =,

So Call umbrella of no usE and throw on the floor at 1 verse

So Call Unzip as if she's gonna strip

So Call change the way they walk~

So call the patterns are all REPEATED~

guess all noe how GOOD-ED it is~

simple song like i performed b4 when i was 14~

Hmmm~ cant say v. lousy~ but its lousy aft all~

at least thers improve aft yyYYYyYYyyEEaAAaHHh~

TO YY : U will sure say me for being bad~

coz i say ur beloved frens~

i'm jus being FRANK~ i dun wana hidE~

if i'm given a chancE~

i will sure say RIGHT in front of their face!

it wasnt time wasting tat nite~

coz i see the Fakes Side-eD of Human~

Tat smthin GREAT~....

-15/09/06-

i Put-ed maggie aeroplane~

coz my darling commpy and karens' cant match~

they start to riot when both meet~

delay quite long = =

Sorrie MAGGIE~

i noe the feeling of being put-ed aeroplane~

coz YY oways giv me free aeroplanes~wahahahahaha

Ohya~ Fei Fei released album today~

-16/09/06-

Today, Sweety event~ no comments ...

It's like SHIT =)

And i went over to Calvin's bday~

everything is over

but is funnnn~

i love fighting with bebe~ she's oways make my day~

i hide-ed her toy and she start to SCREAM~ wahah

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its going to be like dis~

i'll try if i can type almos everyday~

den post like a week~?

WHO coloured my life @
4:13 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Thursday, September 07, 2006

oh man~ like so long nv come n blog~

sorri to all those who likes to giv it a peep here~ haha

hmmm... i was bz fro 28/8 - 3/9

coz i help out at serene's promo~

and i gt a great show up at 31/8~

finally came to a comma~

y comma~ coz it will nv have a full stop~

we still gt pracs all the time =)

if i have the time i sure will go of coz~

4/09 is damn fucking unlucky for mE~ trip n fall~

dun wan blog too much~ too ugli le~

juz hope tat dun leave scars on my beautiful legs~

hehe~ receently keep on gg JB~

like so near n yet so faR?

that all abt wad i m doing for tat week~

i oways feel like blogging aft i watch pasta~

juz cant tk myself off tat show~

i wana be like her~

so simple.

so pure.

so stupid.

so clumsy.

coz i noe i m nt simple, nt pure, nt stupid...

coz i tink it make life more easy?

somehow~ i look like her~

so clumsy and oways kena bullieD(lasttime?)

and wun utter anything to close fren or family~

keep em to myself..

hahas~ i wana be like her~

coz ther's a [shao ba xing] to be with her all the time~

falling for him le lar~ i told others nt to fall for him~

in the end i like him so madly~ arghs~

ZDL~ how can u lidat sia~ dont keep on smile can~

ahaha~

fei fei~ wahaha~ put for funn wan~

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3:20 AM
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