Tuesday, September 26, 2006 
                 its was a v.moody day for me today..
wake up in the morning go see doc..
aft tat come back n slp again~
suppose to mit robbin at 3plus~
but couldnt wake up...wake up at 5plus..
feeling so sad n so uneasy~
cook maggie mee..
its been quite sometime i ate maggie mee 
and stay at home..
last since i come back from taiwan..
i was nv at home~...
i juz cant let this kind of feeling stop..
i told myself i muz look forward to every tomorrow..
but i cant even bring myself ahead..
all i'm doing is .. i make myself tinkin of the past..
feel the past and dare not to step forward..
tat v.coward of me~ 
i feel like a clown when i'm outside..
tat partly y i wana stay at home..
coz i can show the inner me..
everyone muz be wondering wats happening to me?
NOTHING.. juz feel like crying and stay at home...
mayb if i shut my hp off.. u all can no nid worri.. 
i'm at home =)
Yy ask me if i wana see xin li yi sheng... =x
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Today have Fei Fei & Tank @ Kang Xi Lai Le..
Topic is abt Top5 Heartbroken love story..
Tank get first..(his story is reali damn sad)
Drop my tears again....................
                    
                 
                   
                 WHO coloured my life @
                        2:58 AM 
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