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Thursday, May 03, 2007
its has been a long long time i had such feeling..
i hope it wun last n we can remain frens..
i wish i could feel nthin.. bt my heart indeed gain abit of weight..
i feel its getting heavier n heavier..
i wanted to stop the tots n missing..
bt i couldnt..
mayb too long theres no one who gave me such sweetness..
mayb i been alone for too long..
mayb there someting in u .. tat makes me feel so "him"
mayb i need someone for a hug onli..
mayb i reali feel something for u ..
but i cant decide whether u are an angel or a devil to be ard with
but there something we still cant let go
but we arent reali falling for each other rite?
but dis might be an one-sided love?
but forsure i may get hurt once again which i cant afford to
but if there no chances.. why tk the risk to try?
but whatif i miss the chance?
theres too mani buts to mayb..
im reali confused..
isit love or lust~
WHO coloured my life @
3:47 AM
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3:47 AM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
this entry is for all my frens who cherish the kind of frenship
between u guys n me..
first i apologised tat if u guys think tat i nvr reali put u ppl in my heart... OR never remember wadever u told me~ i did tk notice abt wad u all tokin abt at tat MOMENT.. but if u wan me to repeat wad have u said after a few days.. its v.hard for me.. as my memory card gt limited space..sometimes i even forget wad i wan to do myself.. so i can onli say sorry~~~ i dint wan to forget abt it purposely..=X
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my mind is full of u after i saw ur pics
i miss the old days we were so funn~
WHO coloured my life @
11:42 PM
11:42 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
i realised tat it been a damn long time i last blog...
well.. wasnt reali SO SO SO bz..
still trying to find a target in my life...
last mth gt FLH event in sg..was quite a disaster to me..
make me feel 50% off frm FLH..
Bt still YYL.. coz he's cute and i like tat tone of him..lolx
he wasnt the one who caught my mind tru out..
SY was here too.. last time saw him is yan zi concert...
feel so awkard when we both regonised each other..
was v.happy tat he still remember me..
same smile but different position..
he's no longer the one singing to me on stage..
i wasnt the lil ger who stand down there n listen..
he was still on the stage.. doing wad he used to do..
A dancer.. the job i wanted the mos..
the dream of mine tat will nvr be fufil..
i juz hope tat he will be happier and had put the past down..
i wanted to be his fren.. bt whenever i get close to him..
i'll get quiet down..let the rest do the tokin..
Get to wrk b4 CNY.. and was at the place whr i first saw him..
began to tink alot abt the past..when i was still young n naive..
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Me aft visitin my auntie = =
& Little nephew :) he's cute
I tink she;s the cutest ^^
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I wasnt the greatest.. i wasnt as strong as wad i look like.. i nid the care.. i nid the love.. dun tink i m independent.. coz i m NOT!
WHO coloured my life @
1:42 AM
1:42 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
wake up and had a gd cry dis 1pm... watched dis korean movie on chn62.. passions abt dancing.. and abt the rythm in d heart.. and a wonderful love story behind it.. tears-ed non stop.. wondering my past life never cry b4? so tat why dis time i cry amoz everyday? haha..
was amoz slacking thru out today.. waited for kone online event..
it sux~ the webcam is slow.. the chats are nt clear.. etc..
listen also pekcek = =.. i'm so bored at home.. hais..
no one is free to go out wid me.. even free also muz pay a price..
wtf.. who is the real.. who is the fake.. i'm alr lazy to go think abt it..
WHO coloured my life @
11:54 PM
11:54 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
watching e zuo ju now.. using the new lappy to blog.. thou nt first time use lappy to blog.. feel so weird after all.. haha,, xiang qin saw zhi shu gg to pei zi yu hse.. she was heartbroken..
juz like hw i feel last nite when i noe tat u are actuali facing some problems now.. i heard ur sniffing sound.. i noe u are having a bad time... bt wad can i do.. i can onli act like i dont reali care bt wanted to share wid u ...thou we are alr the past.. bt i reali still hope tat u are doing fine.. widout worries..its alr been some time i let go n cry loudly... as long as u are happi.. i will be happi too..feeling so emo... yeas .. i feel the kind of feeling den amos cant breath.. amoz drown in tears..
WHO coloured my life @
1:31 AM
1:31 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
yo.. its been a long long time since my last blog..
well... i was working for the past dec..
had a v. bz last month of 2006..
to me.. i dont knw is it a relief or another yr of worries n fear..
fear of my not so bright future..
went to watch death note 2 juz nw wid ivy..again yy put aeroplanes again(all the time)
its was awesome.. bt abit pity is tat L n Light die in the end..
quite sad coz L is so cute.. hahahah...
WHO coloured my life @
10:57 PM
10:57 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
whooo.. its was v.tired for the past few days..
was wrking again at gift a name= =
temp for dis coming xmas festival..
i use to love xmas.. bt i guess i hated all the seasons in 2006..
i hate the days i had in 2006...
i gotta act like SO cheerful towards all customers..
serve em like an angel.. with all the fake words and smiles..
i dont feel as happy.. all i feel is tired..
slogging myself for money..
how pathetic it can be..
WHO coloured my life @
12:36 AM
12:36 AM
